A Jealous Rage! Chapter Sixty Three

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                                                    Chapter Sixty Three

Curled up on the love seat by the window, Priya was indulging in a languorous Sunday morning blissfully lying on the seat absorbing the sunshine filtering through the clear glass of the bedroom window.   The atmosphere was relaxed and easy while Ram casually sat at the round table reading the Sunday morning newspaper and acquainting himself with the news making headlines of the week.  The rich aroma of coffee could not be missed as he sipped on a strong cup of thick black liquid dozed with a dollop of milk, It was a peaceful morning; the solitude was calming and idyllic as they both recovered from a long romantic night of loving.    Half reading through the paper, he closed it and set it aside as he leaned back on the sturdy chair and stretched his arms to loosen up his aching muscles.   His eyes were drawn to his sleeping beauty lying there peacefully; he could not stop admiring the serenity on her face and the joy that he found in her brought such immense happiness to him, for daily he was thankful that she was the woman for him, the one person who held his heart with so much love.  With her eyes closed enjoying the sun she was unaware of the mushy scrutiny that was taking place and with a devilish grin, he woke up from his chair and went to join in as he lay down next to her for some tender loving care that just seemed ideal.  Feeling his presence she moved her body slightly to give him some space as he wrapped his arms around her so that she could comfortably curl up against him.  You are very quiet Mrs. Kapoor what are you thinking?  Nothing she softly replied, I am just tired.   Is there a reason why you are tired, he teased her?  She opened her eyes to look at his naughty smile; I think you very well know the reason she told him.  He rubbed his chin against her skin and whispered in her ear, please do enlighten me?  Oh please stop acting all so naïve, she said.  He chuckled as he moved his inquisitive hand inside the silk wrap of her gown and with his fingers he trailed his way to her beautifully formed breasts, are you complaining Mrs. Kapoor, he asked her?  

Enjoying the feel of him touching her she ignored his question and seductively moved her body against him as she intimately slid her leg in between his; they were a perfect fit together, cozy and snug.  Slightly lifting her face up to gaze up at him; he could not help but take advantage of the moment as he touched his lips to hers, and she was intoxicated by the taste of coffee on him and deepened the kiss with an arousing flame of passion.   Finally she pulled away, leaving him to rub his roughened beard against the smoothness of her soft cheeks.  Ouch Ram that hurts she moaned at him, what hurts he asked as he picked up his head to look at her?  Your beard she complained, please you have to shave it off today, and in fact right now she ordered him.  He laughed at her dominating control over him, I am not laughing she threatened, do you know how bruised my skin is she asked?  oh my poor baby he teased against her ear, can I make it better he offered but with sneaky intentions he ended up rubbing his cheeks against her skin and her neck making her squeal from the scratchy touch he was inflicting on her and no doubt he  was quite enjoying her predicament.  No Ram stop, please she cried out and laughed at the same time, while trying desperately to get out of the hold he had her in, you are so mean she pouted pretending to be cross at him.

In one easy flip he had her toppled on him and with enough coaxing he turned their love play back into a gentle one, her head found its resting place against his chest, the loud beat of his heart seemed to match her own and entwining their fingers together they gazed out watching the channeling of the lagoon set within the lush greenery of the beautifully manicured garden, it was a magnificent view from their room which was shielded by the window.   A morning like this was heavenly as they enjoyed embracing their glorious time together, for every moment spent was a sure blessing.   With much difficulty Priya finally found some energy to move her body,  Ram I’m going to have a shower, he moaned at the separation for he could quite comfortably lay like this here the entire day, moving a strand of hair away from her face he asked her, what’s the hurry?  With a cheerful smile she said Ram please let’s not waste today, let’s enjoy the day outside; in fact let’s go to the beach.  Amused by her eagerness, he said anything for you my love, oh good she exclaimed, and gripped his face firmly in between the palms of her hands and dropped a kissed on his lips and then woke up from her comfortable spot beside him.  

 As she walked away his eyes were drawn to her back, hooked especially to the way the silk gown molded on her curvaceous body as she moved;   suddenly she stopped and picked up her hair clasp lying on the floor and then securely fastened the weight of her thick hair.  A racy idea seemed to form in her naughty thoughts and so very slowly she untied the knot of her silk belt, biting at the bottom of her lip she slightly turned to look at him giving him the eye she asked, are you coming?   Just now he said, oh ok then she replied and deliberately let the silk fall on the floor while standing there comfortably naked, he almost choked at her blatant seduction and satisfied that she had achieved her aim she said, oh well then I won’t lock the door, deliberately she let the words linger as she walked into the luxury of the bathroom, leaving Ram dazed by the sway of her hips and her shapely ass. 

 Inside the bathroom Priya headed straight for the shower, she set the dial to a perfect water temperature and as she stepped in, the instant warmth of the spray hit against her skin, she faced her back to the door and gently lathered the foamy shower wash in her hands. Suddenly there was the swish of the shower door opening, she did not turn around as the naked and very strong presence of Ram stepped right behind her, you witch, he exclaimed in her ear as he pulled her up against him.  She giggled, am I truly a witch she innocently asked, wrapping his arms lower around her abdomen he tenderly bit on her earlobe, yes you are, and turning within the embrace to fully face him her eyes dazzled with enough delight, he said again, yes you are, you are a witch as he backed her up against the wall, you are my witch, his black eyes was just as sinfully riveted to her.   There was so much passion in here that she felt alive with wanting and in the seductiveness of the moment, she looked into his eyes and the reflection that she saw in them jolted her with an intense desire for him, you are all mine he affirmed as he kissed her deeply and earnestly wanting to eat her alive, they twisted and turned with so much need for each other, as their lips sealed like glue while their hands did the exploring of each other under the spray of the shower.  In the rawness of their sexuality, she wrapped her legs around his waist as he lifted and fully supported her using his strong firm hands.  His hardened length knew instantly where to find its treasured jewel, fitting intimately with ease as there was a yearning need to stretch the core of her with a sweet deep invasion in pure carnal lust. 

 

From the intense heat that poured, her eyes rolled back overwhelmed by the pleasurable feelings he inflicted on her, her hands gripped him as he fully thrust himself into her, whispering against her mouth feel what you do to me, I go crazy enough wanting you and then you go fuck me up some more with your witchery, he breathed against her neck.  In shallow breathing she asked, are you complaining?  Never he immediately responded, never he said again as he grew so much bigger with each stroke deep inside his precious jewel,  it stirred in her an urgency of which he possessed her with, that he could love her like this till they both felt numb from all of their need for each other.   With her back rubbing against the tiled wall and the water cascading on them, he pumped his heart and soul into her while she held on to him for dear life, moaning and groaning at the many sensations they were creating within each other.  You make me feel things that I can’t even explain she whimpered.   You do that to every time he said, breathing hard to talk he spoke yes baby, that’s it, suck me up inside you, tighter yes, squeeze me tighter because all I want to do, is explode inside you it’s the only place that I die to be in.  I want to reach you till the end of you he touched at the part of her to show her how far he wanted to go.  She could not hold up with his explicit talks and moves, now this, she felt faint with the thought of all that he was doing to her.  I am going to take you harder he gritted his teeth in his passion as her nails clawed his back and her teeth sunk into his shoulders.  He knew how to use his words and moves and then to ease her with acceptance of his way for he owned and commanded her.  She was delirious from all that intensity he invoked and shattered within her a burst of spillage surging with a speed that rocked the very earth of their existence, Rammmm, she cried out loud his name, as her own passions overflowed.  

Seconds felt like minutes as they stood unmoving, oh dear god in heaven, how do they have the strength to do this every time as he spoke against the pumping heart beats, she limply dropped her leg from around his waist and he had to hold her steady, or she would have crumpled on the floor, for her legs felt weak like jelly.  Clinging on to him for dear life she said to him, you kill me every time, and he replied baby not before you kill me first, their racing hearts needed desperately to calm down and pressing their foreheads against the other, they stood under the fall of the water as they reached a steady level of control, for this was what their love making was all about intense and deep.   Once their bodies had found its way to a level of normal functioning, they began to lather the other as they began the ritual of washing down each other.  Ten minutes later Priya sauntered out of the shower, reaching for a freshly clean towel she then passed one to Ram, thank you baby he said as they lovingly smiled at each other and then wiped themselves dry,  once done she made her way out of the bathroom into the bedroom while Ram headed for the steamed mirror.

Going straight to the cupboard with her neatly packed clothing in it, she thought of what to wear and then decided on wearing a lightweight cotton dress ending slightly above her knee, underneath it she donned on a full piece swim suit that fitted her snugly.  Wanting to save her the time and the bother of coming back to change after breakfast she decided to be clever by using the swimsuit under her strapless dress.   She was standing in front of the mirror drying out the wet ends of her hair when she heard the phone ring, by its ringtone; she realized it was Rams phone.  Ram she called out to him loudly, it’s your phone she said, and he replied back answer it baby.  Ok she said, as she picked up the phone and pressed the call button, the voice did not even give her a chance to say hello, as it rushed on with so much excitement.  Never in a million years did Priya expect to hear this voice on Ram’s phone.  Ram you are such a darling I cannot believe what a stunning gift you sent me, oh my god I am still in awe of the diamond necklace, it’s beautiful Ram and how like you to know exactly what suits me best, I love it darling thank you so much she continued to gush on.  Shock washed across Priya’s face as she struggled to listen on, at the same time Ram walked into the room wearing the towel knotted around his waist, his hair was still wet as he dabbed on aftershave on his clean shaven face looking adorably cute.

Grinning he asked her, who’s on the phone baby? And all Priya could do was look at him totally numb for she stood frozen to the spot, while the voice on the phone continued in an excited hype.  With a need to almost be sick Priya said to Ram here take it and in between him reaching for the phone and she trying to get rid of it fast enough, it almost fell to the ground but luckily Ram caught the phone in time and Priya walked away trying to breathe, or she would have slapped his lying face.   She could hear bits and pieces of his side of the conversation, no my wife answered he replied, its ok he said eyeing Priya, yes thanks and you welcome.  Priya tried to ignore what she was hearing going about to complete dressing and then she slipped on her flat sandals, yes he said again, thanks for the call but I really do have to go now, ok goodbye and he ended the call. 

Priya he called out to her, she refused to look at him, baby aren’t you going to tell me how handsome I’m looking he stroked his chin hoping to charm her endlessly.  Exasperated by the call and with dangerous intentions brewing in her crazy mind, she was in no mood to drool over his handsome face for she was going to kill him.  Turning on him she said, how dare you Ram how dare you do this?  He stayed quiet and she went on, you bought her a diamond necklace, even after you knew how I feel about her.  She was speechless with no more words to even express her hurt as she sat on the edge of the bed taking in this feeling of betrayal.  A devastating call it was, a call from Kiran Trivedi that shattered Priya completely, this was the woman that Ram had contracted to redesign the offices of Kapoor Industries headquarters, and Priya could not stand the sight of her after seeing her for the very first time when she happened to stop by the offices with Ram a few weeks ago.  Priya remembered what a massive fight she had with Ram because of this woman because all of her womanly instincts told her Kiran Trivedi was bad news, she was after her man.

Ram sat beside her on the bed, baby it’s not what you thinking.  Priya went straight in for the attack pointing her finger at him, what am I thinking she shouted at him, do you even understand how I feel about her?  Not stopping she continued on, what does she mean to you Ram because you do not buy a diamond necklace for somebody just because you felt like it so she must truly mean something to you?  Priya was hurt beyond words and not wanting to face this truth she asked, tell me do you have feelings for her?  Ram was flabbergasted Priya how can you ask me this question, you know she means nothing to me, how can you even think like this?   Crying out with anger, well what am I suppose to think she yelled at him when she calls you up gushing all over a diamond necklace that you gifted her.   It’s not like that baby he tried to calm her down, then what is it like she demanded to know, you went on a business trip yet you found time to think about sending her a gift, I don’t believe this Ram how could you do this to me?  For god sake baby I did not do anything he tried to hold her hand to convince her, and abruptly she jerked him off and got up to move away from him, he tried to follow her around the room hoping to pacify her, but things did not work out like that, for she never gave him the chance to speak which only just aggravated the situation.

Priya stop it, just stop this ok I hate it when you do this, she stared at him, her eyes with enough anger to show her wrath, no she shouted at him why must I stop it so that you can continue to hide the truth even more?  What rubbish he raised his voice in annoyance, not rubbish Ram it’s what’s really happening here.  Smacking both his hands against his head, his temper flaring, for god sake will you just listen to what I have to say?  lifting her eyebrow at his high handedness, her stubborn stance seem to offset him further when she told him off, “don’t you dare shout at me” and he raised his voice even more I am not shouting at you damn it.  Not wanting to back down, she yelled at him too, so then what are you doing?  Furiously standing, with hands against her hips she resembled that of a warrior woman that she was, ready to slay him alive.   I’m trying to bloody reason with you he fumed at her wayward thoughts, her position changed as she folded her arms, with enough arrogance she said, “so what, so that I can give you the benefit of finding your sneaky way out of this one too, no way, firmly pointing her finger at him, no way Ram, I am no damn fool ok?  

Ram had enough and shouted at her we just fucked each other like mad in the shower right now and spent the whole night making love, how can you even think of me having anything to do with that woman or any other woman?  Point made, then there was silence and a grating tension emanating inside the room , but Priya was not ready to hear anymore of this, so she turned and walked out on him leaving him exasperated by her abruptness, he yelled at her, Priya get back here we not finished with this I am still talking to you.  Her voice coming from the outer room well I am done talking to you and moreover I really don’t care what you have to say.  The next moment he heard the sound of the front door slam shut the noise shrilly reaching him like a damning headache.  Gritting his teeth and in pure frustration of this woman from hell “his woman” he clenched his fist, cursing out loudly, for fuck sake he swore rapidly as he very quickly tried to adjust the loose fluffy white towel slipping from around his waist.

Priya made her way to breakfast with the rest of the family, by the time she approached the boisterous table she had to reign in her boiling temper and her entire persona changed to that of the loving caring person that she was.   Seeing an empty seat next to her brother she joined in, Morning everyone and they all greeted her in return, Nutz the ever observant one asked her, where is bhai?   Priya casually said oh well he must be on his way here, changing the topic she conversed in general with everyone as they spoke about the awesome evening and continued to tease Apeksha and Nikhil endlessly.  Priya was biting on a slice of toast when Ram appeared wearing cargo shorts and a polo t shirt, everyone was surprised and whistled at his clean shaven look he laughed off their silly comments.   Seeing his madam it annoyed him that she very conveniently sat next to her brother which left him to sit away from her at the head of the table.  She refused to look at him, and seemed to be enjoying her many conversations with everyone else leaving Ram silently miffed with her.  Karthik have you tried some of the melon she asked, breaking off a succulent piece on her plate with her fork, oh no Di please I’m stuffed I just can’t , come on how can you resist, this was your favorite and its so sweet and juicy you have a try just a little piece she lifted it up for him to taste, no Di he squealed please I can’t,  giving him her charming big sister look she said please for me and he knew he was caught,  while Ram never missed what was going down the table where she sat as he pretended not to notice much.  

As they continued with breakfast a decision was made to spend the rest of the day sightseeing which Priya very quickly agreed to because it meant she did not need to spend time alone with Ram,  she was seriously mad at him and he better stay away from me she thought to herself.   Ram on the other hand, had to contend with a diamond necklace screwing up his life, he had no choice but to go along with everyone else’s idea of spending the day sightseeing, ideally he wished for the rest of them to disappear so that he could have it out with Priya, but only a half hour later, they all ended up traveling in two black Mercedes ML400 along the Goa coastline. Ram drove one of the super luxurious SUV while Vikram drove the other, as they were discreetly followed by bodyguards to ensure their entourage was safe at all times.  Priya sat in the back seat with Apeksha while Nikhil in the front with Ram, privately there was so much tension between Ram and Priya that they seem to hide their emotions very well from the others, or maybe the other’s were so caught in their own enjoyment that they missed the seriousness of the silence between the two.

There was something amazingly different about Goa, did this piece of heaven actually exist right here in India, because far from it being chaotically overcrowded, there was a laid back easy kind of feel and lifestyle which seem to have a contagious affect on the tourists who frequented this part of India.  Driving along the scenic coast and seeing the calm crystal blue waters of the beach, the idea of sightseeing very quickly went out the window as an instant decision was made to forget the idea of playing tourists and head directly to the beach   It was picturesque view with tall swaying palm trees on the sea shore, as they headed out to a secluded private beach giving them freedom to explore and enjoy at their own leisurely pace.   Being wealthy certainly had the advantages to ensure comfort and luxury at your disposal that most could only dream off,  like for example now, only just a phone call away and the beach was already set up with a picnic laid out for a king. 

Down at the water’s edge Neha and Priya stood, as the shallow waves foamed gently around their feet and drew back at it's own leisurely pace into the ocean.  You know Priya this weekend has really meant so much for both Vikram and myself, it's rejuvenated our relationship to some extent.  She sounded somber, deep in thought as she continued to speak, to be honest I was at a breaking point in my life and coming here has put things into some sort of perspective for me.  Curious Priya asked her what things Neha?  Well I think I was at a cross roads in my life fighting my reasons for being who I am, was I only meant to be a wife and a mother and after spending all those years studying and completing a well earned degree myself, could I have not put that to better use.  There was a frown on Neha’s forehead with this questioning of herself, and then she turned and faced Priya, there was an acceptance of contentment that glowed on her face.  With a smile she said, I have realized Priya my life is all about being the best wife to my husband and being the best mother to my children sure I know I have my flaws but you know what, nothing in the world matters more to me than Vikram and the children, they are my world and I exist to enrich their life’s giving them all the love and care that I can possibly give them, I cannot fight my destiny Priya because at the end of the day I need them just has much as they need me so that I can exist to be the Neha that I am.  I think I have made that peace with myself.  

Priya had a warm smile listening to Neha speak, touching her hand she said I always told you that you were your own worst enemy and I am so glad that you have found that peace that you were battling with for so long because at the end of the day the most important thing Neha is for your own piece of mind.  I know Priya I know, actually you know I have you to thank for it.  Priya was surprised by this and said there is no thank you between friends I did nothing,  you were there Priya when I needed you the most when everything felt like it was falling apart for me.  Priya felt teary eyed and replied back and you were there for me when I needed you most that’s what friends are there for, actually no let me correct myself that’s what sister’s are there for that’s what you are to me Neha, They both hugged each other and with a sniffle Neha said you know what, I think I am missing my children a lot I am going to give them a call, are you coming up?  Priya said no you carry on I’m enjoying being here for now,  Ok then I will see you shortly and she turned to walk away back to where most of the family where, leaving Priya contemplating her own thoughts alone here by the water’s edge.

The water was cool as she stood alone in the ankle deep water, bending down she spotted a few sea shells which seem to intrigue her with it's unique shapes and colors.  She tried to dig them out of the wet sand before the shallow waves reached it again while her mind was unsettled with trying to be normal, because she was more than upset she was livid and needed time away from everyone else, especially Ram.  She had not spoken to him since the blow out in their room, in fact she did very well to avoid him for all she wanted to do was to vent out her hurt and anger at him for being so damn deceitful.  Did he really have feelings for that woman, she questioned in her mind as a shadow of doubt crossed through it. Trying to shake off the looming thought, she stood up and turned around but ended up crashing right into Ram who was silently standing behind her, where did he come from so suddenly she thought miserably to herself because he was the one person who really needed to stay away from her.  Holding her firmly steady their eyes clashed and then he spoke, how long are you going to continue this silence he asked her?  

With her anger already resurfaced she said, Forever, and tried to remove her arm from his hold but he did not let go,  I want to talk to you he said and she said how about you go talk to the one you bought a diamond necklace for I am sure she must be dying to speak to her darling.  Priya stop this I am not her darling or her anything else, oh really she said as she gave him her scornful look.  Look Priya I am really sorry ok I did not mean for this to happen.  Trying desperately to remove his hand away from her she said I do not want to listen to what you have to say so just leave me alone. No way Priya I am not letting you go until you hear me out because all you have done is throw accusations at me without giving me a chance to explain.  Explain what she asked, explain the fact that you have feelings for someone else she questioned?  Are you absolutely mad he sounded horrified at her thoughts and gripping her arm tightly he lifted her off her feet so that their noses where actually touching each other, they did not even realized how further into the water they where standing,  I am warning you Priya if you do not hear me out I swear I will drown us right now and like the spit fire that she was, she replied back to his threat totally unaffected by it, "go drown yourself she shouted at him but just stay the hell away from me because you make me sick".

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